makeshift magic

today was awesome.

went out with amanda(tan) and lixin and had a hell of a time. and found out today that having buffet lunch equals to fat, fat times fat.

now the weighing machine is my worst nightmare. i feel like im stuffing myself so that someone someday will eat me up when i become fat enough to feed an entire nation of hungry people.

haha ah oh well, doesnt feel too long away. i can currently feel myself expanding. soon enough i wont fit in any of my clothes and i'll be too huge for my queen sized bed. i need to get back down to running off those kilos.

despite all this, the holidays have been alot less toturing than i thought it'd be.

actually, it's been great.




sushi buffet!



and then we went window shopping.





the omg-i-need-to-lose-weight amanda and the i-plan-to-stop-growing amanda



love this shot.



this made me smile. and it tastes just as good as it looks.

excitement haha.



classic unglam amanda.

and the glam, glamour, glamourous one



and we are such vain poks haha.